Uncomfortable.
Assalamualaikum!
Have you ever found yourself useless?
If you ever did,
No worries,
You're not and never be alone.
I feel so stress.
Honestly,
When someone said,
"He likes you" ,
"Why won't you give it a try?"
I'd just "Pft it's my choice, and i choose to be alone."
They'd go "Cmon la, blablabla with their excuses"
I don't find any great if i,
Myself got dragged into this.
When i say no,
Then i really mean it.
Seriously,
Heartbreaks are something serious.
And I don't ever wanna take this lightly.
It hurts at the end.
I still need some time,
To mend my old soul,
Which has been suffered almost,
A year.
Please.
Dear friend of whoever likes me,
I'm not being arrogant or anything,
Please stop mentioning my name,
Whenever i walk or pass by,
Your friend,
Who likes me.
You have no idea
What am i going through this life,
What my friends think of me,
And what do they feel.
Who knows,
One of my friends like this guy yang konon suka aku tu?
Won't it make things worst if,
You guys kept calling out my name
In front of my friend?
Kesian la dia.
I have myself and Allah to please.
I'm tired to please others,
But i had to sometimes,
Because,
They're my friends,
And you,
As a human being,
Absolutely also has feelings.
So i beg to you.
Keep those feelings,
Deep down your heart.
If you do like me,
Hold on,
Just a little bit more.
I'm still young,
And I don't need this yet,
Because i literally had enough.
But i don't blame you,
As the feelings of getting attracted,
To the opposite gender is way too normal.
Even I myself honestly,
Have a crush.
But only Allah knows who he is.
So,
I keep everything to myself,
And hoping things are going well,
As He has promised,
Everything that were planned,
Are the best,
For all mankinds.
I believe,
If someone were meant to be together,
No matter how far they were drifted apart,
How hard their times were,
They'll still end up being together.
