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I just got stucked.
Assalamualaikum.
I know,
We shouldn't rant over things that Allah has set for us,
But just tonight,
Pardon me,
I have to let this go.
I have been in this cage for almost a year,
Precisely, 18/11/15 makes it a year.
Wow and i feel like I'm a bird,
Who couldn't find its way out.
There's no keys,
No light to guide me out.
I just have to ask this,
When will i set free?
Hm okay, some said "don't regret over something you once wanted."
I guess, that's right, but some also said "don't you ever get close to it if you're afraid of losing"
That's right. And a group of other people said "just go and try, it's about life experiences" well i have to give it a nod too.
My heart hurts whenever i reminiscing both good and bad mamories I had with 'this' one.
I thanked Allah because i met someone who completely changed me, into a better person, Alhamdulillah.
On the other hand, i also question myself a lot,
When will i forget and stop reminiscing these memories?
It hurts...so bad ya allah.
Please fuels my spirit and strength up.
I want my old me, who smiles even things went hectic.
Nevermind, maybe my heart needs more time,
To set this cage off.
Maybe a year more? Or a decade?
Haha kidding, hopefully as soon as possible.
Wherever you are, whoever makes you happy next,
I'll always be there, praising alhamdulillah,
For a good replacement Allah has sent for you.
I know my heart will heal,
And gets more cheerful,
In any possible way
Anytime soon.
Insyaallah :)
I'll do fine.
*tarik tissue*
