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Assalamualaikum to those who are reading :)
I have butterflies in my stomach as my major examination of the year gets even closer, it is exactly 14 days which is 2 weeks away from it and i have no idea how will it be. Let us hope i will ace with flying colors and get to make my parents happy and proud. Amin,insyaallah.
As it is just around the corner, i have a kinda mixed feelings for everything; life, family, love, friends, even my relationship with the Creator. It got stuck a lot lately and my tears dried up since i got caught up with works i had to deal with. Haven't been on the prayer mat for so long after performing the 5 compulsory prayers, talks to Him, cries and on and on like i used to..which is pretty sad and pathetic. I started to lose myself. The strength i always have inside out of the blue got blurred and unclear. My heart felt hardened whenever i listen to pop or jazz or whatever genre musics are they. It is so uncomfortable that it makes me go mad. I honestly get mad easily when i am not at ease. So i found out i am lack of conversation with Him till it became like this. I started to read Quran at least once in 2 days, make dua after perfoming prayers and leave 100% hopes in Allah. Alhamdulillah it gets a lot better. You know you're loved when you cry, sincerely asking help from the One. So i guess the moral is; Don't lose yourself because Allah is always there. He said in the Quran "I'll remember those who remembers and calls upon me". I was wrong for putting world before Allah. He indeed helps his servants even we do sins as huge as an everest mountant. Remember, He is the one we should depend on and we certainly have him to make wishes. Allah has the best plans for everyone. Make doas, he definitely will answer in either a yes or a no. If it is a yes,alhamdulillah. But if it goes otherwise, He has the best and better plans for you ahead. Don't be sad, Allah knows everything that's the best for you :)
May Allah grants us happiness in dunia akhirat, victory, strong faith and guidance.
May he puts your family and you in Jannah, wallahi, Amin.
Here are some inspiring quotes i got from Yasmin Mogahed;
There’s something amazing about this life. The very same worldly attribute that causes us pain is also what gives us relief: Nothing here lasts. What does that mean? It means that the breathtakingly beautiful rose in my vase will wither tomorrow. It means that my youth will neglect me. But it also means that the sadness I feel today will change tomorrow. My pain will die. My laughter won’t last forever but neither will my tears. We say this life isn’t perfect. And it isn’t. It isn’t perfectly good. But, it also isn’t perfectly bad, either.”
“So often we experience things in life, and yet never see the connections between them. When we are given hardship, or feel pain, we often fail to consider that the experience may be the direct cause or result of another action or experience. Sometimes we fail to recognize the direct connection between the pain in our lives and our relationship with Allah SWT”
"Keep going. You're almost there and remember, the sun is most beautiful as it's going away.”
