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"You know at your age,what craves you the most is love. Don't lie, i was once in your teenage life and i really know how does it feels to love someone. Sometimes you face things that you wish would never happen. But actually you faced them,right? Keeping some sort of secret for having a massive crush on someone on your own is hard,but i managed to keep it on my own anyway. it was hurtful, seriously. You have to tell your crush if you like him, no matter what answer would it be from him. At least,you have let them out. Don't keep it to yourself. It digs you up one fine day. You will feel useless of wasting your time wanting someone who doesn't even love or know who you are. If you are going to be rejected, don't afraid. You might fall and lock yourself for days,but ask yourself. Isn't this makes you stronger for the future? It helps a lot. Loving someone is a common thing about us as a human being. All of us want to be loved. Love will eventually comes to you when the right time approaches. I've always keep my secrets on my own, i've come through many difficulties and sorrows on my own, it's really pathetic of me for being dumb. Dumb for not sharing feelings with others. Getting all of the feelings bottled up until there's one time I couldn't even breath because i was stucked in those situations so then my heart crumbled asking for help but no one heard. Whatever it is,go to your friends or parents to tell them your problems. They might help one or two,at least. Get up and love yourself. Love yourself instead of wanting to be loved, it isn't wrong to be loved or to love someone, it is just that make sure you love yourself completely before anyone loves you. You know yourself and what you are worth for. Don't let those negativity thoughts haunt your days and never ever regret something you once wanted, this is a part of life, the journey you're going through, trust me, it's going to be worth your tears and joys. "
-SA
